Why I Am Not Nice and Sweet.

''You are nice and sweet, but I have to be honest...''

I hate being nice and sweet.
I know I try to be nice and sweet as much as I can be.
For strangers, for friends, for everybody.
But please. We have been together for a certain time.
Don't use nice and sweet to describe me.

Maybe you missed what I truly am?

I am an educated woman.
I am an artistic woman.
I am hard-working, but sometimes (okay, often) lazy woman.
I am shy, but yet I talk A LOT.
So, I am a talkative woman.
I am a sensitive woman.
I am a strong woman.
I am a dreaming woman.
I am an overthinking woman.

I could go on.

I don't know if it is because I have now examined all this in all its angle (trust me, I will manage to find many more angles), but this sentence...I really don't like it. Makes me feel like all that you perceived from me is contained in those two words. Nice and Sweet.

I could have been a bitch, would you have stayed with me?

''You are a bitch, but I have to be honest...''



ps: this blog entry applies not only to my recent break-up but also to other break ups I had in the past. I am a woman tired of being told that ''She is nice and sweet, but...''